I am haunted by my past mistakes.  I am only be 22. However I have done things I regret. Things I want to take back. Things I always wanted to take back. I try so hard to let go of these things. I know Christ has forgiven me. And therefore those things no longer matter. But it still hurts.  I wish I was able to completely let go of it all. 

I am trying so hard to relay on God. Let him work in my life. I am praying, I am reading my bible and yet I still feel stuck. I know that God is there that the answer wont always be yes. 

I just wish I knew Gods plan and that I had more patience.